Fanon:Our Relationship

So here I am, a young-ish male who recently moved to the city to escape suburban life. I couldn't deal with all of these things after the domestic abuse incident divorce. I needed a fresh start.

The new girl
I had quite a bit of money through the divorce settlement. Guess I did pretty well on that one. I met a college student named Allegra. She loved to have fun - she loved to do anything. We went on a date to see how things went. I couldn't believe I was with someone who was 10 years younger than me. My father would probably prefer to hear about the domestic abuse incident divorce than me being with a college student.

The downfall
I thought everything was going great for us, I thought she was the one for me, regardless of age. But it didn't turn out to be true. I tried my luck with her and asked her out. But it failed miserably. I hate still loved her after that and I didn't give up hope. If she found someone else, I would hope that they break up soon wish her the best as she truely deserves it. It's such a pity that I failed at my attempt for love after the incident divorce but a 30 year old like me and a 20 year old like her doesn't seem to be the best match, but love builds you up...

But I didn't give up...
...not ever. I wanted everyone to think that my life was a faliure success, so I kept trying. I thought about her every night becasue she was all I wanted. My boss wasn't happy with my job performance because I was so worked up over her. The faliure didn't end everything, I saw her at the store. I smiled at her, she ignored me. What did I do? Did she have another boyfriend? I never thought I would fail that badly in life because it always happens it is something rare. All I could do was tell myself that I would NEVER give up!

...because the desirable did eventually happen!
I contemplated suicide giving up so many times but something told me that Allegra would eventually give in. I bumped into her at the supermarket and man, it went well. She saw I was visibly upset so she decided to put me out of my misery we decided to go on a date.

That night we wined and dined. It went well. We took things further too. That's when I discovered that she was more experienced than myself. I took her number, knowing that this may lead to something special, something remarkable. I promised to keep her happy and I wanted to do that but things were a little awkward and she wouldn't tell me why.

So for some time afterwards, we just sent texts to each other so much that entrepreneurs thought it would be logical for people like us to do it in real time. We hooked up many times after that but we never got into a serious relationship, which was exactly what I wanted! Is some other idiot kind man also doing my thing with her? I hope not. If it's true, then I wish him all the best with it...